I'm Dead.

Since I've started my new job at Code Restaurant as a cocktail waitress, I've been sooo sadly busy and exhausted. I'm still in training, so I have yet to make some decent money...

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I'm so glad that this semester is coming to an end. And lately I haven't been too thrilled about my training for running. I'm burned out, and running is beginning to feel like a task. And that is not what I want it to be like.

I will be running the half marathon May 3rd in Newport Beach. I'm so excited just to say I finished it. And it's getting me in shape for my 21st bday cruise in Mexico wooooo.

So much has been going on. I just want to sit still and rest my eyes. I don't even have time for homework anymore ahhh. I just finished my piece on my passionate hate for Twitter. Not exactly but I'll be posting that on weds!!

Last weekend had a blast with Magaly and Shina. Magaly knew this badass old hot guy Steven who celebrated his bday at Ten in newport. The man reserved the whole restaurant for the whole night. Open bar, open sushi bar, and free bottles of Dom Perignon, stupid I know.

Oh Steven

Come visit me at CODE. Tue/Thurs/Friday/Sat Happy hour from 4-7 :)

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Is there anyone normal?

Maybe this month's PMS is hitting me hard. I haven't felt his irritated, judgemental, or angry in a long time.

All my "friends" are just killing me. I refuse to answer their calls, listen to them bitch and moan, or put up with their weird inexplainable flakiness. I JUST CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. This reminds me of a phase I went through in high school with my girlfriends. I couldn't bear to be around them probably for a couple months senior year. It was very odd.

Being a woman scares me. I already can't control how I feel. Imagine when I'm pregnant. Oh Matt fears for the day. His friends wife threw scissors at him. Ahhh, no knives around me.

I don't plan on getting pregnant anytime soon or anything but ah.

So I found out I didn't get in SDSU which means I don't have to take a fucking year of spanish (hate my teacher). Which gives me 6 extra hours a week to focus on school or whatnot. I haven't slept in .... in.. I don't even remember. :( I miss the summer days where school or work wasn't a priority, just planning my days at the beach.

I can't wait. I'm pretty excited for Vegas, I haven't been too social lately. I'm trying to get an amazing GPA this year so my mom can lay off me.

I got in to Chico State (up north) but that would be my last option considering my boyfriend lives here. I'm still waiting to hear back from Long Beach and Fullerton. Crossing my fingers for both. Ahh.

I HAVE FINALLY ENTERED IN TO RUN THE HALF MARATHON ON MAY 3RD. I have begun training this month and will be intensly killing myself everyday till May 3rd. Los Caballeros has sponsored me. (paid for my entrance fee which is stupid expensive. $70.00) I'm so excited.

The problems with my family seem to get worst and worst everyday. My family meaning my mother. She has been unemployed for almost 4 months now. She doesn't appear to be looking for any jobs, just going out and dating random people. She's allowing this weird random man to sleep over three times a week. It's a bit scary since my room is right next door. I lock it of course. Her next plan of action is to sell one of our cars. Since we have 3 people in the family, my grandmother will be left without a car which isn't fair. I believe old people, especially wonderful ones like my LOLA (gma) deserve the very best treatment towards the end of their life. but my mother refuses to give her that luxury. It's quite sad. Like in the movie stepbrothers, IM GOING TO PUT MY MOTHER IN A HOME WHEN SHE IS OLD ENOUGH AND LEAVE HER THERE ALLL ALONE. That's more like a promise.

Coast report is keeping me very busy. Our paper just printed today and my story about Tom Garrison, Oceanography teacher was placed on the front page! It's a pain to get the story done in such a short amount of time, but the feedback is all worth it. Click here to read my Feature on Tom Garrison. Interviewing him was the hardest. Since I had him as a teacher, I knew him as the healthy old man he was. Recently he found out he has cancer, which shattered everything for me. He is an amazing person.

From last weekend, lame but it was something to do.

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